My Story

I kept questioning why am I doing this? For myself? For you? For them? To be accepted? To be loved?

I have battled these internal insecurities for years. I thought i had overcomed it and yet, its appears again.

Doubts. Fears.

Not good enough no matter what. :(

Im so proud of you, Aneeqa Qurratu’ain.

Act silly is always in my dictionary with the girls. :)

U need to make tt leap of faith when u make an important decision. You just wish and pray that it is the right decision and it will go your way.

But if it doesnt, dont be dispair. I always believe that HE has more great and better things waiting ahead. Just have faith. :)

She’s the one who took care of me & my siblings when mak was out working.

Sadly I cant remember much of my relationship with her at that time. Maybe the younger me prefers hanging out with friends and family comes second.

Im thankful that I still have the chance to make up for the lost time. Able to bring her jalan jalan and bring her to her favourite places.

Eventhough now she stays at home most of the time, i still buy her favourite snacks and my favourite thing is to make myself silly and hear her laugh. That’s a precious moment for me.

I love you nenek.

“Revenge of the makchick siput.”

I can never look decent in photos. I think i only look “decent” when i look goofy.

But its ok, i rather make people laugh with my goofy pictures. Decent looking pictures are boring. *yawn* :p

❤ I love you. ❤

“The deeper the foundation, the stronger the fortress”

Somehow, that quote means alot to me. The more u give to build tt solid foundation in a marriage, insyaallah, the fortress will be strong.

This was much a long awaited & needed honeymoon for the 2 of us. We simply had only each other to entertain and irritate for the next 10days.

I took the risk of dragging him to take the metro during peak hrs, eventhough i knew he hated crowds. But to see the beautiful parks & breath taking sunsets was all worth it.

Insyaallah, this trip has bonded us better and made us a better couple & to be better parents to our girls. :)

All boils down to me. Its MY choice.

Time again & again, these 2 angels kept my sanity in place.

I would have probably lost it and gave up if not for them. They are my lil cheerleaders and they made me strive for better things.

There are days when they drive me up the wall but seriously, there’s nothing else than i could ever wanted or needed other than my girls.

They are my life.

Mama love you both very very much. :)